FULL TIME CAREGIVER TO MY WIFE, CONTENT CREATOR, CONSULTANT, CAREGIVING ADVOCATE.
"I WANT TO SHARE MY STORY & EXPERIENCE IN HOPES TO INSPIRE & HELP OTHERS WHO SUDDENLY FIND THEMSELVES IN THIS VERY DIFFICULT POSITION CALLED A CAREGIVER."
-MATTHEW CAULI
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Now that my family is a much better position than we were in 2020, I had time to figure out my new career as I had to leave my 10+ years of experience as a graphic designer. I could not juggle both work and taking care of my family.
I have surprisingly found that being transparent and sharing my story has not only helped me along this journey, but has also helped others out.
I want to share my story and experience in hopes to inspire and help others who suddenly find themselves in this very difficult position called a Caregiver.
With my experience these are some of the topics we can discuss:
- Navigating the Emotional Journey of Caregiving.
- Balancing Caregiving and Personal Life.
- Building a Caregiving Support System.
- Practical Tips for Daily Caregiving Challenges.
- The Importance of Self-Care for Caregivers.
- Communicating Effectively with Healthcare Professionals.
- Legal and Financial Planning for Caregivers.
- Cultural and Generational Dynamics in Caregiving.
- Technology Tools to Simplify Caregiving.
- And so much more!
DONATIONS
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To those who have donated, we cannot thank you enough! Its because of you my family has progressed this far!
I am currently struggling financially to keep things afloat. I found it hard to maintain everything myself. I lost my job I had for 8 years, I tried everything I could to make it work but between Doc appointments, Rehab Appointments, raising my son, household choirs and so much more, I just could not do it.
My goal from the beginning has been to keep my family happy and together as they are my world! We have been getting by with your donations and again we cant thank you enough! If you would like to make a donation please see option below.
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WHAT ARE DONATIONS USED FOR?
As Kanlayas full time caregiver, I have to cook, clean, transfer her, clean her, shower her, exercise her, administer medications and so much more. Its near impossible to bring in an income, so donations are used for:
- Outstanding medical bills (my medical insurance was not helpful unfortunately with most of the expenses for medical and mostly Rehab)
- Rehab Equipment
- Mortgage
- I'm trying to save up to get Kanlaya back to Thailand to visit her family, no one has seen her since this has happened. It's something I feel so guilty as a husband that I cannot afford to do.
- Ty's School Expensise
- Saving up for a new car that can handle our situation.
- Our home was not built for our situation, so many adjustments need to be made.
- Cost of Living (Loosing my job and became my wife's full time caregiver has been a struggle. It has been extremely difficult caring for my family and doing everything while trying to bring in an income.
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@TheCauliFamily
MATTHEW CAULI
I want to share with you my unexpected story of suddenly being a Caregiver.
As you will see from past photos and videos, I’m happily married to my wife Kanlaya. She is from Thailand originally and I am from a small town in CT and thankfully a online dating site connected us. We instantly fell in love and got married in Central Park after just a couple months. We eventually moved out to a small fixer-upper home in Westchester County and eventually had our son Ty back in 2017.
We were a happy family and everything seemed to be perfect. Kanlaya was finally able to stop working and become the most amazing mom to our son. Things at my job were going great as I just about to be promoted to an Art Director. Our son was thriving in pre-K. We even were just about to try and have another our second child.
But on May 15th, 2020 our world came crashing down on us. In the height of COVID, Kanlaya had a massive stroke in front of my son and I. This is the day that our lives Derailed. The day that opened my eyes to another side of life, Caregiving for a loved one.
Kanlaya had a massive stroke on the right side of her brain. She was rushed to the hospital and had to do a procedure where they go up an artery in her leg to unblock the clot. They were successful. Doctors were puzzled why this young healthy mom, had this stroke, was it COVID? This does not make sense. Unfortunately two days later she had another massive stroke in the same area, there was nothing they could do, it was too risky to operate, her skull had to be removed to relieve the swelling in her brain from the clot, otherwise her spine would collapse and she would die. She was paralyzed on her entire left side due to the stroke.
They found a 10 cm mass in her abdomen, we were sent down to Lenox hill where they removed this mass which ended up being cancer, clear cell carcinoma. A cancer that is known to clot your blood. And high among the Asian culture for some reason.
While all of this was going on, I had a three year old at home, my parents who are in there 70’s helped when they could, my job gave me leave and were supportive at the time. A lot of people ask how I did it during that time, and I like to give them the analogy, the mother who lifts the car up to save her son. I became something that was focused on a goal of getting my family back the best I can.
After 3 months in the hospital, in and out of surgery’s and rehab, she was finally able to come home. She had to wear a helmet most of the time to protect her head as she did not have a skull. She was in a wheelchair, needed help with everything, shower, cut up food, cleaning wounds, exercising, so much more, things that I never thought I would have to do to someone, let alone my wife, again all during covid.
It was incredibly hard to balance suddenly being a caregiver, working a crazy job and being a parent. I needed an outlet and a way to express myself and that outlet was social media.
The Power of Social Media
When this all started in 2020, during COVID, I could not have felt more alone, There was no one around and I felt so alone taking this all on, Kanlaya was the person I leaned on and to not have her there was a nightmare. I heard of TikTok and I already was a user of Instagram.
I then decided to share my caregiving story on both platforms and most importantly document the progress that we make as a family and Kanlayas rehab progress.
I filmed our journey and explained our story, from chemo dancing sessions to silly dances to try and cheer her up to her successful rehab sessions.
But my content is not always happy. There were times where I needed to share my struggles. I even had some very emotional videos where you can see me screaming in my car.
The more real i became the more of a following I seemed to get.
Juggling Full Time Job with Caregiving:
I did everything I could to hang on to everything I worked so hard far, attended meetings while in chemo with Kanlaya, worked late hours to catch up on work, whatever it took. But it got to a point where I just got too burnt out, I was not able to keep up as they expected me to return back the way it was. The reality is it was never going back to the way it was for me. I had to take care of my family first and for most. I think its fair to say my company did not know how to go about my position at the time and I found out that it was just not doable for me as much as I wanted it to work.
So unfortunately I am no longer working and I rely on donations and payments from social media posts to get me by. I’m passionate about Caregiving and my hope is that one day I can continue to help other caregivers like myself.
UPDATE: I am now want to use my experience that I have garnered to help others out, I want to do this by partnering with people/companies with a similar passion. I would love to share my expierence with you or your team so that together we can help eachother and caregivers out there.